gahhhh!!

ok sooo... today was amazing, and totally sucked!!!!

gahhh!! right now it is definately sucking!!

ok so, it was a good day cause me and john kissed and it was incredibly wonderful!
and chorus afterschool was really awsome too!!

the suckish parts involve the following: my dad. he sucks. im apparently "not a nice person" and im not allowed to go to the dance. i kinda sorta have sooo much dislike towards him its not funny!!!!!!!!!!!!
and this thing that happened over the summer, what i thought was a miracle, well its a nightmere! i cant stop thinking about it, and i cant stop crying about it, and because of it, i have developed a new phobia!!!! of hammocks!! i hate them, they are horrid evil depressing things!!

so yea, i guess me and john might go out, except for, this leads me to, so far in the day the last suckish thing: john is susspened for 10 days!!! so that sucks eggs!! and im gonna miss him so much! but i think i might be able to see him this weekend!! sooooo

that sums up today!
ttfn!
<3 kenzie